Mr. Jay-Hew
He appeared right before my eyes
Yet to me, he went unnoticed
There was nothing intriguing about him
Not one thing he possessed made me wonder, "Who is he?"
Almost all the girls wanted him, they longed to be by his side
They wanted to be able to look at him and tell their friends, "I know him," or "We hang out," if not, "He's mine"
But when it came down to me, I didn't care about who he was or where he came from
Because in my eyes, he was just another guy
Not this guy from San Diego, or wherever he was from, who plays ball for the school's basketball team
Just an average guy
But Satan has his way of bringing you into contact with things that are no good for you
For our paths crossed at the wrong place, and most definitely at the wrong time
Sure, back then, it seemed right cuz I was naive
He came off as this nice, sweet, charming, and caring guy
He had an amazing sense of humor and he listened to what I had to say
If it were any other guy, I would have picked up on his game easily
But I let my guard down too early and let him in a little bit too quickly
Trying to find out about who he was and what he was about after, instead of before, I let him have a piece, well really -- the best, if not all, of me
It lasted for a minute, but of course, it wasn't meant to last
He quickly moved on, but a part of me was still stuck in our past
He had finally come clean about a love back home
And I had to let him go so my feelings that I had for him wouldn't grow anymore than they had already grown
So I removed myself from his life
And kept myself busy so I wouldn't be tempted to call
I would see him around, and sometimes I still do
But I promised myself to NEVER, EVER again --- fall for another Mr. Jay Hew....
-March 3, 2008 ~ 4:04 pm
Much luv,
Youneaq
*SMOOCHES*

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