Preparation

Today makes Week 38 of my (supposedly) 40 week pregnancy. I am getting very anxious as each day passes. And today, I looked at my stomach and realized it was COMPLETELY different from what it was yesterday. Yesterday, it wasn't as high as it used to be, but now, it has dropped tremendously. I have been trying to prepare my mind for what's to come, but I still have TONS of work to do. I would say I'm okay physically because I haven't allowed myself to get too tired or worn out. Plus, I have been walking A LOT and resting when I do feel tired.

But it takes more than getting prepared physically to have a child. You also have to prepare your heart and mind, especially ME since I plan on giving birth naturally. Yet whether you do it naturally or not, it still takes a lot of determination and focus. You have to be in your right state of mind in order to bring a child into the world, regardless of how you do it....

Well, that's all for now. Gotta finish cleaning up so I can take my "spa soak" tonight. I'm gonna soak, and do my feet, and just relax and release. I already did my hair (yesterday), so that's taken care of and already out of the way.

So let me go and finish folding up these baby clothes and MY clothes so everything can be nice and neat and I can just be lazy all day long tomorrow....

Til later tonight (hopefully),

Youneaq

*SMOOCHES*