So What???

This post is dedicated to EVERYONE that has a problem with me....

So today I was having a talk with a friend of mine and we came to the conclusion that there are a lot of people who talk about me for no reason. I mean, I can understand if I did something to them, but most of the people who have been speaking about me, I have been nothing but nice to. So it's like, "Dude, what have I done to you for you to want to talk about me so much?"

But then I realized: I must be pretty important for them to take the time out of their day in an attempt to discuss my life and what's going on with me. I used to wonder why people talked about me so much because this has been happening all my life, yet about a year ago, I was like, "SCREW IT!" So what you don't like the way I dress? So what I do things that you think aren't appropriate sometimes? So what if you don't like the way I way my hair or what I do to it? Who asked you to validate me? I know good and well that it wasn't me, so just LEAVE ME ALONE!

And I know that this may offend some people, but if it does, then that just means that I was talking about you. I am sick and ired of the little kid games and the mess. If you have the balls enough to say something about me, you should have the balls enough to say it to my face as well. I do nothing but show love to people, so I would appreciate it if you showed it back. Yet if you decided to do otherwise, then that's fine, too. Just don't be TOO surprised when I attempt to rearrange your face.

Well....I have gotten (almost) everything off my chest. This isn't the end because I do have so much more I want to say, yet I just don't want to write an extremely long post. So stay tuned. Part two is up next....

Much luv (friends AND enemies),

Youneaq

*SMOOCHES*

A Time for Change

So I know it's a new year and ALMOST everyone has their infamous "New Year's Resolutions". I'm not gonna lie, though. I do have a few myself, but they're not resolutions for the new year. They're more like "Everyday Resolutions". My thing is, if you have "everyday" resolutions and you work on those for your EVERYDAY life, then you shouldn't need New Year's resolutions. And I say that because a lot of people get so caught up in this "New Year, New Me" fad that they don't end up sticking to the goals they made.



Yet here are a few "resolutions" of my own:

• Thank God for EVERYTHING as soon I wake up (and I'm fully conscious)
• Read my bible everyday
• Take time out for me when I'm not busy taking care of my daughter
• Cut off people that are no good for me
• Work out like I used to when my stitches heal
• When I get a job, work harder than I ever have before
• Don't worry about people who CLEARLY don't care about me
• Let go of grudges
• Be slow to anger
• Show unconditional love to my daughter every chance I get
• Pray EVERY NIGHT before I go to sleep....

These things I have been working on for a while, but with each growing day, I am getting better at them. I have cut off TONS of people that were no good for me and weren't going to provide anything to help me prosper in life. I mean, you HAVE TO let go of the people who do nothing but hold you down -- you know? I mean, here I was uspet with people not calling me back like they said they would, and how I felt some people were neglecting me, when it hit me -- "if you just let them go, then you won't have to worry about that anymore because if they really cared for you, then they would stay true to their word". So I let them go (male & female) and I'm moving on with my life.

As far as grudges go, that's one of the things I struggle with the most. Yet I am doing a much better job at it that I used to. So wish me luck!



Much Luv,
Youneaq
*SMOOCHES*